Really Lonely

I just feel like I KNOW better than to feel this way...God has been so generous to me!!!  I always think its chemical imbalance rather than the empty nest and grief...I grew up in large family- all now pretty much independant and scattered. Even my Dad has selfishly moved to Tenn. and remarried- barely bothers to ever call! My daughter moved to Indi. with my grandson; and my twin sons are off in college. Ive lost several close relations. to death and divorce- sometimes I cant believe how alone I feel. Other times Im mostly busy and fine. Anyone relate?

gigi99 gigi99
46-50, F
Mar 15, 2009