I Do Because of My Moods, M...

I do because of my moods, mostly.  The things going on in my life right now has me feeling that I have nobody.  Damn it!  That's just not true!  I have my children.  Especially my youngest daughter.  (she lives back at home, now)  She knows what all is going on, but I don't want to burden her with my "dwellings" on things.  All of my children have their own problems.  I try not t burden them with mine, too.  Of course, my one daughter is "out of touch" so to speak, since she's so far away.

Sometimes, most times I'd like to just bury my head in the sand and let the world go on without me.  Of course, I can't (won't let myself) do that, it would solve nothing.  I can't even afford to become an alcoholic to drown my sorrows!   

silvermystics silvermystics
51-55, F
1 Response Jul 7, 2007

I feel this way all the time..that I have nobody ..that I'm alone. But then the guilt overcomes me because I have my amazing son ....so I know where you are coming from .....I have similar sorrows....