Very Lonely

It is the same feeling everyday.  I wake up having to make myself get out of bed everyday...I am almost 30 and STILL living with my parents.  I have destroyed almost every relationship in my life and the feeling of loneliness has proven way too much for me to handle.  Sometimes I wonder what the world would be like without me, but I know my mother would not be able to go on...I am 29, attractive, and have a lot to offer, but all I see when I look in the mirror is a failure.  I have never been married and have no kids and will not allow anyone into my life.  I have no idea why.  Can anyone relate or provide encouragement?? 
nalamichelle nalamichelle
18-21, F
2 Responses Aug 2, 2007

Yes, lots of us feel a similar way - and the actual accomplishments we make don't really change the same feeling. By the way, your profile says you're a decade younger.

I feel the same way, some days don't get out of the bed,I feel lonely and have no relationship with my kids or family... but I'm not 30, I'm 38 and I do wonder what this world would be like with out me especially since I have no one other than my husband that would miss me.<br />
You sound like you do have alot going for you though.. Still living my home at 30 is not always a bad thing, you're attractive so that's a plus, you have a loving/caring mother and that's great and one thing I've never had.<br />
Just hold your head up cause to me ya life don't seem all that bad... could be worse ya know? but I'm here if you want to talk. Take Care & God Bless!!!