Why Must I Be Alone

Heal my friend. Positive Affirmations are key. I lost my love last year but I miss him so badly. We are worlds apart & I often think to myself " If not him, then who? No one? "
So 1 of my fav + affirmation is "If your movie is not happy then it is not over yet. Happy Endings."

:( we share a common friend....loneliness. i've known him for a very long time. and i hate him.

As I am reading your story, my eyes are filling with tears. I wish I could say I have never experienced this, but I have and I am going through something similar right now. After almost 7 years in one relationship totally committed, I found out those years were all a lie. It was a long distance relationship, seeing each other throughout the year when we could. We talked everyday, promise after promise broken, lie upon lie told, excuse after excuse. Yes, I trusted all he said, believed him and believed in him. I was always faithful, true, and loyal. He was always looking for the next thrill, no matter what it did to us. No, he never confessed, he just stopped us. I became curious and decided to bring some light into this situation. I will not go into detail here, but let's just say, even love is truly blind or he enjoyed the control and game with me.



I feel for you, but I assure you it is not you. Whether man or woman, some can never be satisfied with what they have. They are constantly looking for the next one, the better one, etc. I know for you wondering was I that wrong? Why? Everyone wants a why, especially the one that was the glue that held it together, but there is no why...or if you ask, they will say something, anything, but really, they do not know why either.



For some, this is WHAT they are, not WHO they are.



Be relieved it is over and frees you to allow the one looking for you to come into your life.

There is someone out there for you. You are a very special man. You are just starting the healing process. Everyone goes though the stages differently. It hurts bad but know in the end you will find yourself whole again. Not the broken man you are now. Find the little pieces of your soul she ripped up and threw into the wind. Let your self be alone and appreciate being alone. Find out how happy you can be by yourself. Work on becoming the person you want to be. Then when you find that special someone you will be ready to have a healthy and happy relation with her.

While i was reading your story i felt so bad for you....Let me start by saying that there is "NOTHING" wrong with you its her loss.....................You are a better person i am sure that you can find that someone special but in your heart you may still have feelings for your ex...If you do..there is nothing wrong with you. I can only imagine what your going through. I'm sure that there are many woman that would love to be with you but you may still have feelings for your ex but i'm sure in time you will find that special someone..I would like to be your friend so if you like please friend me or message me and let me know what your feeling..Hope to hear from you soon...