Lost, Even To Those Who Are Friends

Most of the time my friends see me as a smiling, laughing girl. But one single word, one odd glance...it all disappears, the mask melting like ice on a hot day. I'm not particularly loquacious unless amongst friends, and I think that's part of my problem. I need to branch out more. But there's the fact that I'm FAT and that people seem to think that I'm a weirdo who shouldn't even exist.

SilentAgony16 SilentAgony16
18-21, F
Feb 16, 2010