Forsaken

Mathew 21:22 is a verse in the bible that means nothing. I at one point in time, considered myself a christian. I've done good deeds out of the kindness of my heart. I wasn't looking for payment, just to spread sheer goodness. However that saying, no good deed goes unpunished is very real for me. This world, this country is selfish and greedy. I feel alone because I don't see anyone here who's not out for themselves. From kids to adults everyone is self-centered. The people that I've help have always said, God put you in my life, but I wonder why God put them in my life. I don't understand human beings need for manipulation and to cause suffering. I can't believe that kindness is mistaken for weakness. It's seriously sad that the rich get richer and the poor don't get a f*ckin thing. I feel this is a cruel game that rigged so that the house always wins.