The Loner In The New Year Party....

so there was 2011 last night... and we had planned an evening party at our place...
one of our friend got a bottle of vodka... and suddenly she realised nobody drinks in our house...
(i drink but i haven't told anybody in my house).
so i thought of taking a chance to tell the drinking secret in my home.. and i decided to join the vodka sharing... so we started slowly and we were cooking also side by side...
we cooked tawa chicken.. which is very common in india.. and we had mashed potatos... and off course the new year cake..
after cooking i started little music on my speakers which is quite loud... slowly we started dancing and clicked pics..
then we started eating at about 11:10-15... at about 11:50 we finished eating and again started dancing...
till this time i was quite in my conscious... but suddenly i started feeling lonely in the middle of the party... we were dancing and shouting... and i was behaving normal.. i showed few salsa moves to everybody...
we did cha cha cha also...
i was enjoying alot.. but somewhere in the middle of my heart the feeling of loneliness was increasing manyfolds... i stayed normal all night and danced alot with my friends... everybody enjoyed...
but i don't know what i want ... a girlfriend or a soul mate or simply a wife.... but i need someone who loves me and makes my world complete.... really sick of being alone...
sahil20010 sahil20010
26-30, M
1 Response Jan 1, 2012

hi there ,,many people have known this feeling,,its quite normal the need to be loved an accepted,,<br />
my own answer to this, was to live out some of my dreams ,,real love did come along..but it was many years later than my married friends,, im happy now, <br />
also remember that alcohol causes a chemical reaction to the brain.. it takes us to a happy state..then can drop us down to the very lowest..i know ive been there..<br />
i wish you all happiness in your life..