Not Needed

I often feel just completely alone. Like nobody in the world needs me.
My family disowned me for being bisexual.
I have friends but it's not like we get to hang out a lot. We're all college students constantly busy with school and work.
When I think about it I realize that nobody needs me.
What's the point of my life? I work, I go to classes, or I sit at home doing homework on the internet only seeing my friends every so often. It feels like there's no meaning to it. My life just feels so pointless.
I want so desperately to be in love. I want to find someone who can love me, give me a reason to get up in the morning. I want a girlfriend (or boyfriend) who understands me. I just want someone to care. Because right now it seems like nobody really does.
Please. I feel so utterly alone.
AngelWings19 AngelWings19
18-21, F
3 Responses Dec 3, 2012

I can definitely relate, there are lots of things that keep me busy, a lot of things I need to acquire and accomplish, but sometimes I wonder, for what? If I don't have anyone I would enjoy sharing it with? Sometimes I feel like I'm wasting my life being alone so much, I feel like I would enjoy my life so much more if I had that person that would understand and appreciate me, that I would be much more driven to succeed when it benefits someone I love, rather than just me.

Thanks so much for your advice and sympathy!!! I don't feel like this all of the time. I try to have a good outlook on life. I just have these moments from time to time where I feel super hopeless and lonely. But I'll try some of the things you mentioned and hope for the best.

:'( sorry for ya girl. Get a cat or dog, animals are way nicer than people.