Live To Die..

i can't die coz i fear my religion,
no it ain't the only reason m still alive, there r many as m a girl,
if i die, my parents won't be able to reply to the silly n stupid questions asked by the world,
they wont be able to face the world,
and moreover they would blame themselves for my death..
i can't die coz the ultra sophisticated guy won't marry my sister, looking at her to be a ciminal,
like it's her sin to be a sister of the one who killed herself..
i can't die coz i have no right to trouble my family this way..
it's not like i haven't tried to live, i did
but now m tired
so as a last choice
i have to LIVE to DIE each day.. ;(
An Ep User An EP User
Jan 9, 2013