I've never been good with sharing my feelings or thoughts with others. My family feels more like good friends then actually family, I can laugh with them, I can joke with them but I can't express myself with them.
I've grown to accept that, because even though I can't be as close to them as much as I would like, they're still my family. I love them.
I've never been one to make much friends, though the few that I have I've prided myself for being very close to. And they were all I really needed at first.
But they've all come to a point in their lives where they no longer need me.
My best friends have found romance, my dearest friend is engaged and will move across the country to be with her future husband. My best friend is so lost in love she no longer has time nor the ability to communicate with me.
I was okay with being alone, I've never really needed much to be happy and the little that I had brightened up my whole world.
But now.. I feel as though I've been left behind. I've never felt so alone before, I don't know what to do with myself.