about 4 years ago my parents moved away to another state and left me alone in the same town I grew up in with no other close relatives near. Luckily I had my boyfriend whom I just moved in with and my best friend who lived in the same town. Within those 4 years my boyfriend turned into my husband and my best friend had a baby. As of this morning my friend packed up her belongings and moved 2 states away to be with her boyfriend while he went to school for 2 years. I am extremely heart broken because even though I have a few other girl friends they can never replace the extremely close relationship I had with my best friend. We were like sisters...we talked every chance we could get and saw each other everyday. No one ever thought of us as individuals, they always thought of us as 2 best friends. I know that her life has changed now that she is starting a family and what she is doing is great because they are making something of their lives, but I feel that I have no one to talk to. I mean, of course I have my husband...whom I love very much, but I have a different bond with my friend one that even my husband could never replace. I feel lost and I feel as if no one truly understand how alone I feel.