i feel so alone it hurts. i can't seem to feel anything from anyone. it doesn't matter where i am or who i am with. i feel alone. i can't feel anything except for this pain. but i can't show it to anyone. i can't get help from anyone. i just have to be alone and in pain. it's all i can do. nothing helps. i don't know what to do. i feel so sad and i am in so much pain and i feel so alone. i just want to die. i wish i could die.