I have certain friends that I was friends with and I loved them but they just left. They never talked to me again. Also, every Christmas I made HANDMADE painstakingly painful gifts for all my youth group. There were at least 10 gifts each year. I got thank yous and hugs, but every Christmas I get NOTHING from my friends. This year, I am only giving gifts to close friends, because I think some people I usually give gifts too don't care about all the effort I put into them.