I'm Not Invisible.

I went to a baby shower for my friend and my best friend who was a mutual friend came along too, when I got there I only knew those two people. The rest my best friend knew and no one even bothered to introduce anyone to anyone. I'm shy so when I'm sober I won't just walk up to people and be like "hey!" I'm used to being alone and ignored. When I did say things I was interrupted or just ignored completely, so I just gave up. But it wasn't even like my best friend was talking to me... well actually it was. I barley spoke to her the whole time but I didn't really care in the end. I just hate big groups, it's not like I'm afraid of them or anything I just don't do well with people I don't know. Maybe it's the trust issue thing but hey, if they don't even give me a chance then what's the point? I know who I am. My friends know that I'm not always comfortable with strangers and when people who actually take the time to get to know me love how crazy I am. I'm fun, I'm smart I'm hilarious if I do say so myself. I'm not a bore to be around. I just really hate big groups of people that I don't know. 

But hey, I guess the ones who are willing to get to know me and choose not to ignore me are really the ones worth getting to know, right?
myownsavior myownsavior
22-25, F
1 Response Nov 17, 2011