I have never had a girlfriend. I've never kissed a girl. I've never had a female friend until recently. I've become friends with someone I've liked for some time. I know there are other guys who like as well. I know she thinks of me as a friend. I wish I could know whether my feelings for are mutual but to do that I would have to expose myself and I don't want to do that. I want to be with her and I want her to want to be with me. I catch occasional signs that she really likes me. I am quite oblivious when I interact with people. My brain seems to shut down sometimes. My eye sight gets blurry, I can't think, I focus on some distant point and stare. I loose my train of thought and my hearing gets worse. It temporary and only happens occasionally but it makes interacting with people and having any sort of relationship with people difficult. The rambling thoughts of my tired brain.
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18-21, M
1 Response Aug 18, 2014

I can relate in a way /: don't worry, give it time.