I Feel Like I've Broken Myself

at the moment i've got a career going as a stunt girl and yeah i love it and it makes me so brave and confident but i'm always around all these amazing people in my team who are just so damn good at what they do that i just feel completely useless. i love it whilst i'm there and it gives me a great feeling to be a part of the team but i seem to be breaking down or holding back tears nearly everyday now. it's not like they do it on purpose either, i mean we're like a family and we all have great fun together, it's awesome! but i just really hate myself and feel so **** all the time now cause i can't stop comparing myself to everyone else :(
KilljoyArt KilljoyArt
18-21, F
Sep 11, 2012