Masks The Pieces

I've been having all sort of problems for about 7 years now and my coping method is to shove everything back. When that stopped working i started useing pain to help take my focus of everything else so i could keep it all out of mind, behind the wall.

Everyone sees one of my masks, no one ever the real me. To be honest i'm not even sure who the real me is any more, everything is just swirling within me. To the point that i'm increasing the pain i need to keep the mask up, but cracks are showing that people are noticeing. I'm at a loss how to keep hiding the pieces.
Corlath Corlath
18-21, F
1 Response Jul 17, 2010

A feeling I know all too well,I wish you the best of luvk.