My Desires In Life..........

My Desires are like writting checks that Life cannot cash. "Lately my problem is that this belief system takes the furture out of my hands and all the responsibility is on me! Since my Health has been Deteroiating I feel like a Faithless failure because I cannot do anything about it. I am overwhelmed by guilt and confusion. I am doing everything about it! My Desires are writting checks that cannot be cashed! I learned that real pain does not rise from a pep talk and Iv"e also learned that I have some pretty impressive company when it comes to my inability to always get what who ever it may be to do. What I want or need him or her to do. There are a few things I can"t ignore and it"s causing me so much Harm and Suffering. It makes me feel like I did something wrong... Feelings of guilt are oozing out of every pore. I have not demonstrated a lack of Faith and I am getting further away from this so called "GOD"....Anto815
Anto815 Anto815
46-50, F
2 Responses Aug 4, 2010

To my friend, Let me start by saying i am sorry it has taken so long in getting back to you. Thankyou so much for you comment it really made me feel better. Thanks for caring and have a good day.

From what you say now, that your problem is that this belief system takes the future out of your hands, is exactly the words to mean you have lack of faith in God. God dictate the future, cause he already know what you need, not you. I believe you are trying to prodict the future and getting all worried. <br />
What I do is plan the future events and pray to God that it work. If it does not than plan again, or change as you go alone to meet the plan, in God's grace, will let you have it.