I Feel Broken Inside
My life as been crap since we've been over. I never sleep, I always cry, I'm so alone, I'm angry all the time. I don;t want to be around anyone but you. I miss you more than words could ever describe, I still love you, I'm dying here without you, I just know it. I'll die young of a broken heart but you wont even come to the funneral.
Why do you not care about me at all? I love you so much and think of you all the time yet it's like I never existed in your world. You can't just do that to a person! You can't leave me like this after everything you promised and said to me. The memories kill me. The pain is unbearable esp. when you have you happiness with your ex, you know the woman you said you hated over and over again. .
You would go to the end of the world and back her yet for me you wouldn't even lift a finger.
It's not fair I love you so much. I don't even want anyone other than you, I can't think about anyone but you and I couldn't even talk to someone else who isn't you. Your the one I want, the one i need, the one I know I'm suppose to be with
Time keeps going on but still I just get worst and worst emotionally. I'm so weak. I'm so depressed and upset and miserable. I can't stop loving you. I can't even think of a life without you.
You wont talk to me and I'm going crazy!!!
You have no idea what it's like to truly be alone after all the crying you did to me about be lonely. You were never alone because you had your stupid ex whenever you felt alone. But I'm by myself and have been for 12weeks. I'm so alone and sad. I hugged a friend the other night and he was about your size. I had to fight tears away because I closed my eyes and pretended for a moment it was you.
All you and your ex, well now current girl, do is try to hurt me.I'm upset enough as it is without you and to have you purposely hurt me over and over just because your girl wants to is like getting my chest cut open by you and watching you feed my heart to a wild dog then going over and ******* your girl in front of me.
How could I mean so little to you???????? I just don't understand.
i]If i could drive I'd drive right into a wall and end this misery............
Why do you not care about me at all? I love you so much and think of you all the time yet it's like I never existed in your world. You can't just do that to a person! You can't leave me like this after everything you promised and said to me. The memories kill me. The pain is unbearable esp. when you have you happiness with your ex, you know the woman you said you hated over and over again. .
You would go to the end of the world and back her yet for me you wouldn't even lift a finger.
It's not fair I love you so much. I don't even want anyone other than you, I can't think about anyone but you and I couldn't even talk to someone else who isn't you. Your the one I want, the one i need, the one I know I'm suppose to be with
Time keeps going on but still I just get worst and worst emotionally. I'm so weak. I'm so depressed and upset and miserable. I can't stop loving you. I can't even think of a life without you.
You wont talk to me and I'm going crazy!!!
You have no idea what it's like to truly be alone after all the crying you did to me about be lonely. You were never alone because you had your stupid ex whenever you felt alone. But I'm by myself and have been for 12weeks. I'm so alone and sad. I hugged a friend the other night and he was about your size. I had to fight tears away because I closed my eyes and pretended for a moment it was you.
All you and your ex, well now current girl, do is try to hurt me.I'm upset enough as it is without you and to have you purposely hurt me over and over just because your girl wants to is like getting my chest cut open by you and watching you feed my heart to a wild dog then going over and ******* your girl in front of me.
How could I mean so little to you???????? I just don't understand.
i]If i could drive I'd drive right into a wall and end this misery............
By:
nolongermyslef
Age:
18-21
,
Female
