I Think Im Finally Numb
he just cant quit...my dh plays "hide and seek" online. he hides hes married and seeks othr women....he has accounts on several single sites....looks up women on myspace...yahoo..anywhere. well he has one, seems serious...from what i have read on his inbox he has talked to this womans mom. she (his new "friend") is a dancer in a "gentlemans club" so inother words a ********....she left a comment on his page " i have found the love of my life in you"...of course im not susposed to know any of this...so sshhhhhh. he tells me that he has 2 lives...the real one, our life, the one he cares abaout and wants more than life itself. the online life which is an escape from this one...it means nothing....yea, thats why a few of these women have called hs cell and he calls them....think he has met a few....but he loves me im his "life" and i "mean the world to him" he thinks what he does isnt wrong....it shouldnt hurt me, cant understand why it does....soooo i am trying to make myself numb...after the intial hurt this am....i think i finally am.