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I Feel Broken Inside

Broken Angel....

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Written on September 5th, 2009

Everyone says I am one of the most loving caring understand people they know. They say I am an Angel that has come into their life. They say that I am a blessing, that despite what my mother says, I am NOT a mistake....Well what they don't know is that I am broken right now, BECAUSE of my Mother. I feel so broken on the inside, so hurt , so lost right about now. I may be an Angel to some, but right now. I just feel like a Broken Angel right about now.....

I feel like everything that I have worked to, getting out of my Dark place has come back to BITE me in the ***....it seems like everything that I have tried to do to stay strong was all for nothing, because now I just find my self back in that dark place, not having much of a reason to hang on anymore....

Angel-Writer....

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Age: 26-30
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    I'm sorry your so sad, I have not much room to talk nor to help. I am in a pretty lame place too, I know what you mean feeling like it is so hard to hold on. I used to try to help others, but the more I listened to their problems the more I withdrew from exposing my own. Until one day I looked around and saw nobody was by my side anylonger. I don't know how old you are angel, but as you grow you will fly higher and higher above your mother. One day you will see a picture of who she is and you will hopefully see her reasons for treating you so badly. My parents treated me bad my whole life, when I was 19 to 21 I was deeply hurt. Then something changed, I guess I stopped looking for my parents approval for so much, unfortunately I accidently started seeking my sister and friends approval. Crappy thing for me to do I guess. One day I hope to only need my own approval. I used to be that way, couldn't tell ya what happened. But I can say I was happy for a moment while that lasted. Good luck darling your mother would be lucky to recognize that she has such a treasure trying to learn to love herself, and she would be that much more lucky to be the one person to help you. Much love :-)

    Nov 13, 2009
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    Whatever your mother has said or done has not changed the underlying truth of your opening words. Nor does whatever may have happened somehow make your efforts to get out of your dark place invlaid.

    Sep 5, 2009
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