Its not so much that I feel dead inside, as I feel as though I should be dead, not that Im suicidal, or that I want to die, but as though my existence is a mistake.
Going through life, never having a connection with people, never touching someones life, or having someone touch your life. feeling as though you are nothing more then a random act that crossed thier paths.
I have had friendships, relationships, yet nothing lasting, nothing with connection, nothing with meaning. how do you go through life and never connect with a person unless you just arent real.
There is an emptiness inside that makes me not real, that makes me nothing more then a passing moment in the lives of those I meet,