i think some times that my feelings are so immense and powerful, so strong and overwhelming that when i express things about loss and pain, love and heartbreak due to my deep emotions, i scare people on experience project. at least sometimes that is what it feels like.
i have always loved with all my heart, and if i believe in something i would defend it with my whole being. i am passionate and emotional sometimes to the point of being irrational and stubborn. (ok, more than sometimes)
when i feel, i feel to the core. occasionally it rocks me to the very center of my being and i cannot hide my true feelings. they come out if i try to conceal them or not. people in real life can handle me, i mean i'm not an emotional wreck, but i do wear my heart on my sleeve.
why when i use words to describe my angst do people shy away? is it that they don't quite know what to say? is it that i scare them? overwhelm them?
i'm not offering to change to be honest, but looking for an explanation i guess. hmm.
i'm here to be me. take it or leave it right?