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I don't know what it is, I really don't; I have no motivation, no purpose, nothing driving me forward. The only reason I even get out of bed is routine and keeping the paycheck up to pay bills. I work two dead end jobs where I can't even get promoted because I'm not a kiss *** like my coworkers. I'm in college but I have absolutely no idea what for, I'm just getting rid of my basics and taking electives hoping something will spark something inside of me. I don't even know if I will know it when something comes my way, I'm so far gone.
YoungandFree93 YoungandFree93
18-21, M
1 Response May 10, 2012

I wish the best for you even though I dont really know you. Im in college too, probably failing this semester but somehow thats not what im scared of. Im just scared that nothing will ever come to me to make me motivated to do something with my life. I am jaded and its hard to not be anymore. Just know you are not the only one going through this, hope that helps.