Over the course of a few year period, i have increasingly got a lot better. I dont suffer very badly with depression any more, and have recovered from self harming and i feel like i can put that in the past. I feel like i appreciate the simplicity of life more now and value happiness as being sacred. But although i have improved and got better i still feel like there is something missing inside of me. I feel like i have forgot what is like to actually just be happy again. Of course i can go out with friends or family and have a good time and enjoy my self but i can go home afterward of a night and ponder the question to my self, why i still feel so lonely and so un happy.
oxzymoron oxzymoron
18-21, M
Aug 22, 2014