Maybe I Am Willing To Get An Std

Okay, so. Did I mention that it has been awhile. Since I have had sex. Its been such a long time. That its all I think about. I am desperate this I do admit. Their was a time in my life when I would have sex all day. When I woke up in the morning till late night. Now I get nothing. I use to have alot of sex. As a matter of fact, I use to have so much sex that, it became a routine. My hormones was a jumping, blood was a boiling. Heart was a thumping. Its going on 3  years. I have not been looking. I have been trying to finish school and get on the right track. Maybe I focus to much on sex. Maybe I shouldn't be having it. g Things are alot different now then, they were years ago. Maybe I should risk getting an STD. Well no, maybe not HIV/AIDS. Am I that desperate to be with someone, Or am I just this horny dog that needs to sit down. Or maybe I should be jumping around and poking people. Well at the end of the day. I am with no one. I seek this change. I seek this instant need for gratification. Yes I am lonely. Yes I am desperate. Who are you to judge me. Who are you to make me feel any less about myself. I tell you this. You have not walked a mile in my shoes. You don't know my circumstances. I want women and alot of them. I want to have sex with 50 of them. Am I shallow? I don;t think so. I just want someone to hold me cuddle with me. love me baby. Oh yeah come here sit on my lap. Rub my back. Give me a kiss. Touch my ****. Come here baby. Take off your shirt. Let me suck your nipples. Rub up agaisnt my ****. Make love to me. Like this is your last time. Let me *** in you, like were trying to have a baby. I want your love, all of your love. I want your mind. All of your mind. I want your heart. All of your heart. I want your soul. All of your soul. Now come let me make you mind. When I put my **** in you. I want that white stuff on it. I want to hear you moan. I want to lick your ****. I want you to squirt all over my face. I want to taste your squirt. I want to lick your butt. I want to grabb your hair. Alright so what are you waiting? Oh thats rite you are on your period. Thats fine. Ill **** you on it. Ill **** you raw. At least im with someone. Maybe it will make me feel worse. Maybe it will make me feel whole. Nope just worst. Thats ok. Im with you
mystuff414 mystuff414
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May 19, 2012