I'm Not Pregnant, I'm Just Fat!!!
Well, if I was pregnant I'd be four months in and I look exactly as if I am four months pregnant. The only problem is... I'M NOT PREGNANT! I'm just fat. Now, compared to the morbidly obese 159lbs at 5'4" is not fat, but I am a cow compared to societal norms. I recently lost 17 lbs and I'm a lot smaller than I was before, but I traded in a fat flab for a "baby bump". I just thought maybe I should be feeling a little sexier by now. Not at all; I'm going to buy spanx tomorrow for my blind date next week because my confidence has entirely deteriorated. PMS and bloating makes it a million times worse too. I'm just so tired of sucking it in when I look at myself the mirror. The numbers on the scale are dropping as well as my self-esteem. Regardless, I'm going to keep at it until I look my best.