I Feel Feminine

I Once Thought I Was A Cross Dresser...

By: iamjanienow

Written on January 10th, 2012

For many many years I enjoyed dressing in feminine clothing, feeling silky and smooth and wearing bras, panties, stockings, dresses, skirts. More and more it just felt right when I was janie. As time went on I was drawn more and more to the feminine side of life. I never really enjoyed many of the stereotypical male activities while crying at movies and the like was second nature to me. Years ago I stumbled on the concept of feminization hypnosis. I tried it on a lark and more and more I wanted to be male less and less. Now I realize that my cross dressing was really only janie trying desperately to emerge, it was the real me, the woman I am trying to get out, crying for life.

I was really never a "boy in a dress" I was actually a woman in a male body. I am now working on expressing my feminine side more and more and crave that feeling of femininity 24/7. I AM Janie Now. :) I am going to work on growing my breasts and hopefully filling out my hips more and my butt too (giggle). I need to finally be who I really am. Yes I feel feminine, because I AM a female, contrary to the body I have been going through life in. My heart, my soul, and gradually my body... all feels feminine!

I love it!

janie

By: iamjanienow

Age: 56-60 , Transgender

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10 responses

hottsgirl55

I so understand where you're coming from and what it's like to feel like a woman on the inside and look like a "male" on the outside. I started on hormones a few weeks ago, and let me tell you, it makes all the difference, especially when your breasts begin to grow. IT'S SO EXCITING :)!!!!! I sometimes find myself looking at them when I think no one is looking...LOL.
On another note, you do whatever you feel is right for you and let no one deter you from realizing the inner woman inside of you. YOU GO GIRL!!!!

Feb 10
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sammi11

Fabulous sweetie
Hugs
Sammi

Nov 13, 2012
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killerlegs

God Bless You, Janie!!.....so important to be happy and true to yourself!! Godspeed in reaching your happiness goal!!!

Jan 27, 2012
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hosesasa

janie love your decision my feeme soul wants to be SASA tooo kissessss

Jan 24, 2012
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aniowagirl

Hi Janie: welcome to ep and welcome to being who you really are. when i first started out trying to be who i really am I would be sitting in front of a big mirror and i would look in the Mirroe and there would be Leanne looking back at me. so prim and girlie and smileing at me. and i was thrilled because i new that that was who i really was . Now i am a full time girl. i dress and live as a female 24/7. i am so happy to be me at last . for years i have been taking herbals that have changed my facial looks and grown my breasts and the estrigens have molded my hips and butt to a more feminine shape.

Jan 11, 2012
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- iamjanienow
  Thank you so much sweety! It is wonderful to be here and find so many with whom I can really just be me and who understand and feel the same and share some of the emotions and experiences. I have been taking herbals for some time. Not getting really big results but sticking with it. Just added pueraria mirifica to my regimen and it seems to be helping, only a few months with that though so too soon to tell for sure.
  
  Jan 12, 2012
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saginawgirl1a

Oh whata beautiful story. Avice xx

Jan 11, 2012
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- iamjanienow
  Thank you so much. I am glad you enjoyed it. It feels so wonderful to open up and just be me with people here! xoxox
  
  Jan 11, 2012
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- bahli
  How I envy you. I am marreid to a wonderful woman who just doesn't understand women trapped in a male body. She would divorse me if she knew I was dressed as I am right now. I feel so right this way and like a poor sad example of a man. Mens clothes are rough, plain, simple, and ugly. I much profer the styles, colors, and variety of womens clothing. They are soft, sexy, comfortable, airy and light, in many more colors than I can imagine and all feminine. I'm fully dressed right now and am in heaven. She is at work and will be till 6:00 pm. I have to be somewhere at 3:00 and I'm staying fem till I have to get ready.
  
  Apr 21, 2012
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- MistressC77
  Bahli,
  Are you sure she would leave? My husband thought the same thing and he was wrong! I love him and everything that makes him who he is. Yes it did take a bit to get use to and yes a morned the loss of my husband a bit BUT am so very happy that he finally came "clean" and told me. Our marriage has never been better and i am crazy in love with my husband no matter if he is "him" or Danielle :D I hope you too can find this freedom I hope your wife can love you for everything you are :D and it all sounds wonderful !!!
  
  Aug 2, 2012
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