I Once Thought I Was A Cross Dresser...For many many years I enjoyed dressing in feminine clothing, feeling silky and smooth and wearing bras, panties, stockings, dresses, skirts. More and more it just felt right when I was janie. As time went on I was drawn more and more to the feminine side of life. I never really enjoyed many of the stereotypical male activities while crying at movies and the like was second nature to me. Years ago I stumbled on the concept of feminization hypnosis. I tried it on a lark and more and more I wanted to be male less and less. Now I realize that my cross dressing was really only janie trying desperately to emerge, it was the real me, the woman I am trying to get out, crying for life.
I was really never a "boy in a dress" I was actually a woman in a male body. I am now working on expressing my feminine side more and more and crave that feeling of femininity 24/7. I AM Janie Now. :) I am going to work on growing my breasts and hopefully filling out my hips more and my butt too (giggle). I need to finally be who I really am. Yes I feel feminine, because I AM a female, contrary to the body I have been going through life in. My heart, my soul, and gradually my body... all feels feminine!
I love it!
iamjanienow 56-60, T 5 Responses 9 Jan 10, 2012