You Will Never Know

You will never know what beauty you missed

You will never know what a beautiful flower you never watched grow
Occupied you say
Ha is that what you called it
In a paranoid state you called me in your twisted state it pleasured you to insult me
I took it as had all my other cards growing up knowing that your desire came before me
You hate me because I was able to learn what I would never do
Learn the price one pays
The most painful thing is knowing you loved it more than you could ever love me
I forgave you and still you tried to talk me into trusting you one last time
I could not understand why you chose to chase the butterflies but I knew
The one thing I could never do is follow behind you

Years chasing a high you
natalie343 natalie343
31-35, F
Nov 28, 2012