Frustrated With My Children

where to begin? I guess the only way to begin is to end.. they are disrespectful, they call me awful things and are constantley trying to cause issues with my current spouse. these are not little boys, they are grown, getting ready to join the service. I have lied, cheated, betrayed and stole for these boys. Iwanted them to love me. That was my first mistake, I only needed to love them. Now, I cry when I think of the things they have caused me to lose. momma was right.."when they are little they step on your toes..when they grow up they step on your heart" In my case they broke my heart and I sit here wondering if I will ever trust them again.

tmmarion tmmarion
41-45, F
Mar 13, 2009