Everytime I feel depressed and people try to help, I hate that. Nothing will work on me. They'd have suggestions and I know I would say "Yeah sure, I'll try that" ButI know I won't. I stopped putting negative moods on ep, because instantly people will message me and I would just want to be left alone or be treated like nothing is wrong.
I feel guilty that people waste their time on me, I'm not worth it. Just the reaction I get annoys me, because I feel like I wanna help them then, to make them feel better about themselves for trying to help me.
I just keep telling people "Don't mind me, I'm just negative all the time."
People would be so happy and stuff and then I'd kill their mood just to help me. I feel like a party pooper.