I don't even know how I got like this. Maybe I just woke up one day and looked down and im this big. Ive honestly cried after eating before, because thats why im like this. Having people honestly call you fat is horrible. It's only been a couple times but its girls that just don't care. They have flat out told me, you know we couldn't date, you're fat. I worked hard and I guess  I should feel better because im not quite as fat, but I still look at me and get discusted, like how could anyone want to be close to you?
expdjc expdjc
18-21, M
1 Response Jul 16, 2007

How! When I read your words I just thought it's just the way I feel... I'v e been fat all my life and I've been humilliated all my life because of it. I don't have a boyfriend and I don't have many friends because some people´s comments and looks made me a person with no self-esteem and ver shy. But I think we're more than our fat so I´m willing to fight this, are you with me in this fight against ourselves?I think we're alone because you feel you can't trust people and we made a cocoon to protect ourselves.If you want my help like I want yours just answer this and we'll change e-mails. You'r very special don't forget that