Cheater, Liar, Fake
I feel like a cheater, liar, and fake. I sneak behind my AMAZING boyfriends back to talk to guy friends. He doesnt like me talking to guys and I admit I dont like him talking to girls. Thats the fake. I tell him I am just watching a movie, when really a guy is over and we are chilling and talking and just sharing stories. Thats the lies. I kissed a boy at the beach, and then flashed a guy. Thats the cheater. I am the epidome of being a bad girlfriend, and he is so sweet and perfect. I want to fess up to him, but i know it would ruin us. I wish i could have my guy friends out in the open, and not hide them. I wish I could be straightforward with him, but its something so hard to do. And I wish i could erase the past, but we all know its not possible. Anyone else feeling wonderfully ******?