Looking Back Into The Future

When I look back on my life I have been one of the lucky ones. I have had extreme amounts of sad times that most people would never be able to move on from but I have been able to do that and not only survive but thrive. Although I have experienced sadness, the sadness does not even compare to the happiness. The happiness that I have experienced have far outweighed the sadness.  I am not saying that the sadness has not left scars, because in all honesty it has. I have a little voice in the back of my head that periodically tells me that I am not good enough for him or that he is going to walk away from me, but somehow I overcome that and keep walking forward in my life. I think one thing that keeps me walking forward is the unknown that comes with tomorrow. I always look forward to tomorrow and a better day.
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46-50, F
Jan 8, 2013