I Am Completely Stuck And Have Been For So Long

Idk...I feel completely stuck in life. And like there is nothing I can do to change it. I pray for help constantly but that never works and it breaks my heart. I never graduated or got my GED because i have depression anxiety and ptsd FAS and possibly Borderline Personality Disorder. i don't know know what I want to do with my life and even if I did i don't believe in myself and i FEel TRULY helpless and like I can't do anything. I have social phobia so it would make it really difficult to work. I never leave my house anymore except for therapy. I've basically become a hermit at the age of 22. And yeah I see no hope for me getting better or my life getting better. Sometimes I just want to end it....:'(
idk what to do anymore so I just keep posting my stories on EP.
stephybear1990 stephybear1990
22-25, F
2 Responses May 15, 2012

Gal_1:4 Who gave himself for our sins, that he might deliver us from this present evil world, according to the will of God and our Father:

I can relate to how you feel and I have no idea what to do or I would be doing it myself. I can tell you this. With things like GED and getting motivated to do things, the trick I have found (also have PTSD,depression,anxiety,ect) is to just do something. Just move. Even if I have no clue how it will end up or if I can stick with it, just START. That is very hard sometimes. I try not to think, but just act, you know?

A very good solution indeed, I have nothing more to add :) No, I have something. Start is the hardest part of any task. Because one never know the future. One can only guess. And make a step. Live here and now.

I wish you and the author of the post luck.