I Don't Know How to Cope

I feel such an emptiness inside. This hollowness that haunts my every breath. I don't know what to feel right now...I miss him so much..my precious little boy..He still holds my heart. I want to just scream! I want to cry..do something other then wanting to feel something. He would have been born today..I have visions of him..curly brown hair..light hazel eyes..such a beautiful aura..my sweet little son..I love you..

HanaNoMizu HanaNoMizu
26-30, F
3 Responses Apr 14, 2009

We will have him my love.. i promise

thank you so much..its a very difficult time right now..all i can do is just keep smiling i guess..it makes it easier for other people.

I Am truely Sorry Hana, If You ever need someone to chat with feel free to send a message, I don't know if there is anything I can say to make you feel better, But I know that getting it out can at least help a little