My Father

I would never think My father had to really die one day!........................................................
Feels empty.....................................................Feels darker.........................Feels sad..........
Until he will show up in your dreams as he did in mine.
Not just him, but his mom before was a wonderful gran mother to me.
And so many others passed away from the big family table I remember, during those long fun, fun, dinners with all the family gathering together...There was food and they did want you to eat till it comes out of your ears...then coffee and cheese...and then fruit and more stuff...and them talking and talking for eve,r of nothing...how fun!
Then I remember I was getting tired of all that chaos and went to one of the bedrooms, in grand mother's house...And today I still hear in my ears those people talking...One by one they passed to the other side.
I hear my dad telling me he is waiting for me in any dimension I like to meet him, actually he is hoping that I accept so that he is one step freer then he was...[...]
And I know in my soul, that we are all connected, and there is no separation, because this world is only the illusion of the conscious and sub-unconscious mind working together to experience humanity. Experiencing humanity is learning...So I thank my dad for every bad and good thing that happened in the family, it has been a big change for all of us to realize that after all the dramas through the years, Love is more important that everything else. I love you dad!♥
Isabellaaa Isabellaaa
51-55, F
2 Responses Jan 16, 2013

Very nicely written. I'm so glad you think so highly of your dad.

Beautifully told. :)