I Repress My Feelings And Dont Let Them Out
i only recently started feeling. as a child i stopped feeling as a way to survive. i never realized the power in human connection. but when i met this woman we had this special connection you dont find very often in life. it started a healing journey for me. including feeling again. but iam in a relationship. my first relationship. and i often repress my feelings pretend everything is ok even when it isnt instead of talking about them. i am trying to work on it though cause i realize now there is nothing wrong with feelings especially crying. and expressing them is so much more healthier than bottling them and repressing them. plus trying to stop cutting it is going to be vital to learn to do that though that is only one of the many reasons i cut. sometimes it can get so aggravating when he asks me how i feel to talk to him about how i feel. but i know he does it because he loves me and he wants to help and support me.