I Need To Change

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I think you're just more of an emotional rather than a logical person - that doesn't make you any less intelligent. In fact, you are quite intelligent for recognizing the faults and the positive aspects of your own personality. Not many people can do that. Since you know these things, try to stay light-hearted and stop blaming yourself for feeling angry. I mean, everybody feels angry at times. You can control how you deal with your anger...so just be understanding with yourself and everything will work out. I believe you are a kind person inside, and totally capable of being well-liked but the key to that is, you have to like yourself first. So do things that you are proud of...and as soon as you get to doing more and more of those things, other people will see your positivity shine through. I hope this helps.

im in many ways the same, i used to cut myself cut it took my mind off of everything but thats not helping anyone so i stopped cuz all i want in life is to help people to the best of my ability, if i just listen to music it will help sometimes but what really helps me is nature, if im in nature it feels like all the bad energy is sucked outta me and i feel somewhat at peace, i just listen to my ipod while sitting in my tree out side my house (since thats the only nature like place near my house) and it will help me, just think of what u really want outta life then try to figure out what u can do, i havent figured out what i can do yet to help ppl, not much u CAN do at 13 which is part of the reason im always so frustrated and upset behind my smile, so yea find what keeps u going in life aka what u want outta life and when u get angry find what helps u calm down without bothering other ppl like i just walk away and find a tree or music or something, good luck

I think, you just know this world better tnan other people, that is why you are so unhappy. You are great person with deep soul. And it is great. you have to proud yourself. and stay the same, just be yourself. happiness will come, but do not change yourself!!!!!

I feel as if the person who posted before me is correct in the possibility that you have depression. I think seeing a specialist on the matter would help, and you might have anxiety as well. Anxiety and Depression go hand in hand (I should know, I have both) and are difficult, however entirely possible to overcome.

Just reading through your story, and I can see that you are so much inside, and that needs to come out in some way, yours in anger and frustration and how you think people see you, but they probably don't, they just want to help and much as you need the help right now, but because of this black cloud that is over you you can't see. I can reconise this as I have been there to and its self detruction and its not a nice place to be, You are not going to like this, but you need to go to the doctors now as they will give you the help and support that you need right now, you really need this badly hun. I believe you have depression, because what you are saying is llike I felt, now Im on anti- depressants and have counselling and thats what is getting me through this dark hole, black cloud, call it what you want it still the same thing hun. Im there for you if you need me.