I Always Have.

My whole life I have struggled with feeling left out. 

Like, my whole family just left to go someplace.  Nobody told me they were leaving, let alone ask me to go.  My mom has called me twice laughing her *** off about the fun time they were having, riding around and joking and stuff.  But I've been stuck in my house two weeks.

There are so many other instances where I feel left out, but I don't feel like writing about it anymore =[

urbrandofheroin urbrandofheroin
22-25, F
4 Responses Mar 24, 2009

Aww =[ Stuff like that happens to me all the time.<br />
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All the sudden my house will get quiet, I'll go looking for my family and they're all gone. Then, they come home and they've been out to the movies or shopping.

I can definitely relate! I live in a dorm and I realized that all of my "friends" on the hall went out to dinner together without me. I realized I was alone on the hall and then they all came back and told me where they'd been when I asked. Thankfully I am leaving for the summer soon, but it seems like this happens wherever I go. I don't want to force myself on people, but also I feel so lonely when I'm alone in my room. So I guess the point of all this is just that I can relate.

They always do that crap. I'll be in my room and hear them laughing up a storm. Nobody wants anything to do with me here, not too often, anyway.<br />
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I never ask them though. If they don't want me with them then I guess I am better off being alone. =[

yeah i can relate to that. where did they go? did you ask why they didn't tell you?