Some Times I Can't Help It But...

This is something that I have been struggling with for a long time now.Some times, I succumb to my insecurities and let my negative thoughts invade my head for a while. At times, I felt ugly knowing that this is not true. I have felt dumb when I did not accomplished my goal. Some times I work really hard at something and see no good results which then makes me feel worthless. I never really cared about my appearance because I always thought that what really matters is what you are and what is in your heart. This has resulted in having constant low self esteem and at times I am not even aware of that. I do value myself and do like the person that I am but at points I can't help it but feel less intelligent and less pretty.
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Nov 20, 2010