Finally Out Of College, Now What?Months ago, I had so many plans back then. I was sure of the paths I should take, of the requirements I needed to fulfill and the companies I'll send my resumes to. But now what?
I don't know what happened. It seems like a huge tornado came out of nowhere after I got my diploma and tossed me somewhere where nothing happens. Maybe in a rut deep down wherever this is where I am right now.
Now, I don't know what I'm doing with my life. I am not sending out my resumes. My friend said that in time, I'll find the drive. But yeah.
I'm pretty much lost. Ha. When was I not anyway.
Half a year after graduation and I've only sent out two resumes. I know I am competent, I know I have the skills and the brain and maybe even the looks, but I'm stuck. I need something to push me out of this rut.
I know I'm lucky and I know I'm currently wasting my life away.
And if my old self would see how I am right now, she'll definitely say "You don't feel like a failure, you ARE a failure."
What happened to all my plans back then...? :-(
stelladepereo 18-21, F 6 Responses 1 Sep 3, 2011