I Was Hapoy On Til College

Everytime, when its time for grades, i feel awful. Theres soo much weight over me to be perfect. Im not the smartest girl in the world and i like to prove that i at least know and understand the class. I know what the class is all about but i hate when it come to grades. I study, i taje notes, i do everything but still no A for me. Now that i have a schoolarship plus im way behind in my studies i feel like a loset. I hate myself for that. Isnt college suppose to teach you about things you may need in life, not judge you if your smart or not. I hate this,i hate myself for this. I hate it, i hate it
Hopefull522 Hopefull522
18-21, F
May 17, 2012