I Hate the Holidays

When I go home and see all the people that i used to go to school with i feel like such a failure. I live with my sister and am her nanny, which basically means that I do exactly what i did in highschool, and all these other people are married with kids, own their own houses or buisinesses and all sorts of other things and i just feel like I am doing nothing of any importance and just like a complete failure. and what makes it worse is that i put this all on myself. i am pretty sure that most people could care less about what I do, so all this pressure is just from me. and i haven't even left the house today except to walk the dog. i need a drink