Failure...or Self Destruction !!
Sometimes life can seem so empty, so pointless... i ask myself "what do i want from life"......but i am unable to answer what seems to be a very simple question.....why is it that i feel so helpless, so unable to communicate with the people i love the most....am i so messed up inside that i find it so hard to express love....i have love to give of that im certain, yet i seem unsure of what "love" really is...
Am i really a failure?... or am i just stuck in self destruct mode, intent on hateing myself and putting myself down....am i really a bad person?... do my family and friends think that?.... i think not!!....so why do i feel so bad inside, sometimes so bad i just want to give up....i guess only i have the answers locked up inside me somewhere, somewhere i am afraid to go....what am i afraid of?....of that im not sure !!
Failure comes when YOU stop trying!!...i dont wish to fail....yet failure seems so easy..