My Foolish Heart

zillaron zillaron
51-55, M
5 Responses Feb 17, 2010

I tend to love people that I can't have, too...trying to get over a very painful break up right now that I knew would never work out! I feel like such an idiot for letting myself go thru this when I knew all along it could never work...My heart just doesn't listen.

thanx kitten, but I don't wish anyone to share this fate with me....

T....hangs her head down low and says.... I'm sorry that you feel this way my friend....your so important to me...and it makes me sad that you feel this way...

I'm neither religious nor Catholic, but I do know a bit of history and am aware of The Apostle Saint Jude Thaddeus, "The Miraculous Saint," the Catholic Patron Saint of "lost causes". Sometimes I wish I did believe so I could lean upon Saint Jude. I feel foolish for loving someone I can't have, for fighting for causes I can't possibly win, for believing in ideals that are proven daily to be obsolete....the list goes on....

Why do you feel foolish?