Why Am I Here?

I can't stand who i am...i'm just abig disappointment. i just wish i was different so poeple will appreciate me, at the least just different enough for my parents not to see me as a failure. if they cud replace me with a better son i wud gladly go with it...at least i wont hav to be a big problem in there lives anymore....if it was up to me...i wud lock myself in a chamber and sleep till i die...but it's not up to me.....so many ppl die everyday and they are probly more useful than i am....so why should they have to be the ones to die?

ajalawallace ajalawallace
18-21, M
Mar 5, 2010