Alone

Taking in a deep breath, I hold it for a count of ten and exhale slowly. Repeat and Repeat until I' m calm. It takes more then 20 minutes to reach my bliss. I haven't slept in almost 48 hours. My uncle is gone. I've lost a great man that I have never known. He meant the world to me. My perfect example of a man. But, i never got a chance to meet him as a man. He was always working and I was always doing my thing.

I love him. I miss him. He fixed my car when it was broken. Cooked BBQ deer meat that he killed his self. Hugged me when I cried. Spoke the truth when a lie would not do. New God when I was searching for the devil. I lost the biggest part of me. Then only person who loved me for me. I didn't have to do any thing to win his favor just be me. I LOVE YOU UNCLE DON.
misery22 misery22
36-40, F
1 Response May 21, 2012

Sometimes the lessons in life are the hardest. You can not change the past, but you can make the future better for yourself and others who care and love you. Give of youself and it will come back to you. You will be in my prayers for comfort and inner peace.

thank you

I hope today has brought you up a little