Sometimes I Feel Cursed

I have tried my whole life to be a good person becuse I believe in Karma.  I have helped homeless, given the poor money, fed the hungry, and clothed the poor.  I sometimes feel like I never get a break.  Seems like for every good thing that happens to me I get 3 bad.  Even the tiniest good thing brings me bad luck to follow.  How much can one girl endure without losing it all together?  Lost loves, lost lives, lost friends.  Will it ever end?  I am ready to have some good luck and true love.  I think maybe I will just go to bed and have a good cry.

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May 22, 2011