I Don't Get It

I feel like they just don't want me. Why they don't just disown me, I don't understand. I always mess everything up. I feel like a horrible person because I feel like I'm never good enough for them. I don't think I will ever come first, but maybe one day things will change. I only have four more year until I'm set free and will be left at last, and I will never have to trouble them again. Please pray for me.
An Ep User An EP User
Jan 8, 2013